»what i learn as a skitzo & studying the matrix and relig«

People with power alter the truth.

There have been books removed from the bible. Just like there have been truth altered the movies.

In the path of searching for answers i have had bad and good luck in ending up with the theory i now believe in.

i will start by what i was doing before i started believing the matrix was real.

Four years ago, i had a job at a major isp. i met a girl over the phone at work and fell in love with her. shortly after they outsources our jobs to india.

i started thinking about out of body expiriences to try to go see the person i met over the phone.

i was also told by one of my roomates that nostradamus predicted 911 so i began to understand if there was a conspiracy behind 911. if ufo's had anything to do with it because of the wtc ufo video and the blury dots in the sky in some of the 911 photos and video.

meanwhile i was playing path of neo and looked up at my posters of the matrix and said i was the one. i then heard the voice of my roomates talk about me in the other room, noticing that i said i was the one. i though to myself that i could hack their minds. i tryed to make them swear. one after the other they each swore the same word as i said in my mind.

couple days later in the rain. i looked up at the sky and lost focus of the color blue and noticed translucent forms (spirits) flying in evey wich way. then i saw a translucent form (spirit) fly down into the frame of the patio door on my balcony.

at first i was afraid and and stepped back then looked back at the windows frame and it was gone.

i decided to go for a walk to calm myself down. i started to have the feeling i was being watched. i got to a open feild and stood in the middle of it. in the distance there was construction workers. i started to hear people talking. and was not sure if it was the people in the distance.

i was then hospitalised and put on medication to control the voices. yet the medication did not control them. only mind over matter did.

people with skitzophrenia are people that are spiritually open. they may or may not know that they have slight psychic abilities. it happens at early adulthood. like in the Matrix 1 when morpheus tells neo that they dont free minds past a certain age.

the matrix may or may not be real but the metaphorical parts of the movie make sense to me.

there is a creator (god - architech) there is a savior (jesus - neo) there is a evil being (satan & fallen angels - the source and the sentinels)

the matrix is where we live our current life
the real world is where we live our spiritual life

i have no proof it is really a different place, it could very well being right here on earth under all our physical matter.

when i was unplugged (believing that i was more than just psysical matter, i exist as a spirit inside of my body as well and that i can move my spiritual body) the devil began to influence me towards death (just like any person with mental illnesses). those that kill themselves go to hell (if you die in the matrix you die in the real world)

taking the red pill is believing that god does exist and that we must do what he expects from us.

taking the blue pill is believing that there is no god and not caring about if there is one or not.

unplugging yourself can be dangerous if you dont have a strong mind. i learn that it is near impossible to fight satan completely because we are not the one (jesus - son of god) we must just try not to sin as much as possibly and keeping our faith in god. and if we succed at what god wishes for us to do we will be given a second body (spirit) and be able to help unplug others from satans control.

agents are people whose mind are temporarily controlled by satan.
sentinels are demons that can hurt our second body (spirit)

what the movie sends as a message is that there is more to life than what meets the eye. and that there is a battle going on in the spiritual world as well in the physical world. wich side do you wish to be on? i take the red pill.